anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, illness, mental health, mind, Personality Disorder, poetry, published, Uncategorized, writer

Just thinking

Thinking thoughts of terror

Usually underlying insecurities

Constantly changing choices

Harmful hasty hazards

Watching, waiting, worrying

Feeling forever judged

Fearing, forgetting frequently

Lost, lonely, laid awake

She slips silently away, straining

Eternal exhaustion eats away

Broken bluntly at the bottom

Potentially poisonous plans

Recurring reactions & responses

Daunting dangers of the day ahead

Impressions of imperfections

Eternal exhaustion

Trickling tired tears of transition

Ripples of rationale reappears

Light & lifted laughter

Hope healing the horror

Faith feeding the fight

Recognition of my reflection revealed

It is I, me, myself

Ring, ring the bell, another round

Let’s go!

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