Today I woke up feeling sick, being sick & terrified to leave the house. Nothing has happened, I’ve slept well & yet this crippling anxiety has took over me without rhyme or reason. Some days I can fight it, today I’m failing that fight. I just need to feel safe. I have called my Clinical Psychiatric Nurse to see if she can see me sooner as I don’t know why it’s chosen me today. There are days I can accept my condition, but days like today when I hate it & hate the person it can make me be. A person I do not like.
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I’m a busy married mum of 2 beautiful girls. I work from home as a consultant and senior area manager for the Body Shop At Home. I have Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder/ Borderline Personality Disorder, & generalised anxiety disorder, so like to blog as therapy. I have also had several close bereavements, including my mum to ovarian cancer & my best friend who took her own life after a battle with depression. I blog about all this & more. It’s all just part of my part life & I like to share it View all posts by Sarah’s Thinking Again