Today I woke up feeling sick, being sick & terrified to leave the house. Nothing has happened, I’ve slept well & yet this crippling anxiety has took over me without rhyme or reason. Some days I can fight it, today I’m failing that fight. I just need to feel safe. I have called my Clinical Psychiatric Nurse to see if she can see me sooner as I don’t know why it’s chosen me today. There are days I can accept my condition, but days like today when I hate it & hate the person it can make me be. A person I do not like.