Borderline Personality Disorder

To be

Sarah’s Thinking Again

I long to be normal whatever that is

I want to fade into the background & disappear

I hope to be well & not overthink

I need to excel as a mum & not reach the brink

I look to the meds & the docs & the books

I want not to focus on how I feel & I look

I search for a cure to be less self involved

I need to be needed, wanted & loved

I’d love to help others & learn as I go

I dream of changing lives of those who feel low

I know I will get better taking it Day by day

But today is now done & for now I’ll just lay

Published by Sarah’s Thinking Again

I’m a busy married mum of 2 beautiful girls. I work from home as a consultant and senior area manager for the Body Shop At Home. I have Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder/ Borderline Personality Disorder, & generalised anxiety disorder, so like to blog as therapy. I have also had several close bereavements, including my mum to ovarian cancer & my best friend who took her own life after a battle with depression. I blog about all this & more. It’s all just part of my part life & I like to share it

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